Okay Onyx, you are right. I need to update. I haven't had much time lately as I have been doing freelance in my free time. Anyway, to update they are going to hire me full time. Yippie! Tomorrow is the day I need to well tell work what's happening. So it's a two week count down until the new job.

I'm pretty scared about it all. I don't know if I'm making the right choice or not. But I'm just to the point with my current job. Time to shit or get off the pot if you know what I mean. It's not the best time to leave but I don't think there will ever be a good time. So anyway, they may or may not be suprised. Heck they might be planning to fire me for all I know. I've messed up a lot lately. ugh! I so need some one else to work with that knows what's happening.

I can't image the new place being worse. I think it can only get better, but who knows. Well I need to get some sleep. I haven't been sleeping much this week. Thinking too much and working too much. I'll update more later.

blueberi posted at 9:06 PM