What a weekend. I can't believe it is is over. I really tired right now, but I figured I better post today, cause it probably won't get done later.

So Beck concert was on Friday night. It was damn good, except for the idiots that threw stuff at Beck. Those drunk idiots are sure to make Beck never want to come to Hell on Earth again. Plus, the psycho girl he let on stage was almost humping him. She had to be escorted off the stage. I must say it was hilarious when Beck said "Okay thats enough, the humping has to stop" .

After the concert we strolled the fair grounds for a while and filled up on Fair Food. I had to get in the junk before I began the Dieting Saturday morning. I ate 1/2 a pound of Rocky Road Fudge, plus half a fry bread with honey and powdered sugar, then I had some fresh cut greasey fries. Man, I feel sick just mentioning all that junk. Anyway, I got in the goods. Now, it is time to cut it out.

So after staying out late, I got up early to start Weight Watchers. I weighted in and they gave me the goal to lose 21 lbs. After I reach that goal I can set a different one. Well, I've been on the diet so far for 2 days. It seems to be going okay. According to my calculations, which could be off I still have a few of my extra points. I don't think it will be to hard to do this.

Anyway, back to saturday night, the halloween party. Man, that was fun. We were girls gone wild and after all the drinks I probably wasn't so far away from being a real girl gone wild. Okay, just kiddin' I still new what was goin' on. Although, I tripped as we were leaving and I now have a sprained ankle. I've been limping around all day.

So anyway, finding our nude shirts for our costumes was a challenge, but we found some and they worked perfectly. We pinned on the girls gone wild logo on our chests and flashed everyone when they asked us what we were. We end posed for pics. In the end we grabbed the most economic but still good title for our costumes. Hell yeah.

Anyway, I got home this afternoon and tried to do my homework. My stomach was hurting and I've been tired so I didn't get much done. Well, I think I'm gonna go to bed now. Talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 11:02 PM

well, i shouldn't have to say it, but it is because it is so moving. It makes you feel all happy one minute, sad the next, then powerful like you can do anything, and remindes you of the past and what you can do now. Anyway, I that's how I feel. It would be so awesome to be able to share with people that talent. It is like for that moment nothing seems to matter but the music.

So why all of a sudden am I ranting on about music and how much I love it. Well, I went to the Big and Rich concert at the fair Tuesday. It was great. It was fun. I sang along. "Save a Horse Ride a Cowboy" "Why does everybody want to kick my assssss?" I'm sure most of you don't know their music, but it is good even if it is country.

Friday is Beck. OH, yeah Beck. "I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me" Yeah. Oh, and his new stuff is good too.

Just incase, I haven't told people yet. I'm started weight watchers this weekend. Man, I don't know if I can do it, but I need to. I can't keep going on like this. My clothes don't fit as good as the use to and I feel like a blob. I wasn't able to do the deblobafication on my own. I got too side tracked. Anyway, mom is gonna pay and I'm gonna go to meetings with Onyx. So hopefully the two of us can help keep eachother on track so we'll get hot.

Then when I'm hot, Onyx and her hubby can help me find a guy. He He Ha Ha.

Well, I had an interview today. I think it went well, but they said there was really no way that the position will end up being full-time, which is a bit of a downer. I would like to have something that has promise for after graduation. Well, I definitely have my work cut out for me. I really need to sort out what I need to do. Plus, I need to wash clothes, get some food, do some homework, and have some fun.

blueberi posted at 11:28 PM

hi dee ho

I'm make and at 'em here. I took a few days off for some fun. Movies and food. Then work on sunday, which wasn't bad except for my achin' feet. Dang shoes with 2 inch heels.

Onyx let me borrow some books, so I've been reading Pearls Before Swine before I go to bed. There was on in paticular that I thought was hilarious. I wouldn't do it justice without posting it, but to check out some of the new ones here is a link.
www.comics.com

So the Big and Rich concert is tomorrow night. That should be fun. I can't wait. Save a horse ride a cowboy... Yeah.

Today it became clear to me that my dream of being an actress could only come true if I had the look and new the right people. I do have the humor and the occasional change of voice that would make it easy. I mean I can say "hey victor" just like they do in "Smoke Signals". By the way if you haven't seen this movie you should.

Well, I better go. I'll post laters.

blueberi posted at 9:47 PM

Okay, so I just signed into my email and forgot what I was doing. I read my new emails and signed out. Now, I realized that I signed in to send an email. I hate it when I do that. So anyway, I need to go back and sign in, but I thought I would post something on here today.

I have been looking at jobs and stuff. There are a few I think might me alright. And a couple are just part time jobs, which would probably be better than a full time, but I have no idea what they pay. Some of the jobs ask for a salary history, but I don't really have much. The only jobs that pertain to the these jobs would be my tutoring and the 3 week job I had and my internship which I wasn't paid for.

I finally got my money for my process book. A whole $60 which means, I can stock up on ink and paper for my printer. I can't believe how much work I need to do. Hopefully I can print a lot from my own printer. The amount of work I have is definitely a reason, I'm not sure even a part time job would be good. My weekends are getting booked up fast.

Next week is Big and Rich, Beck and the Halloween party, the next week nothing yet, the week after that there is an art auction which I'm probably voluntering to serve the drinks and hopefully convince an intoxicated person to give me a job. I'll have contracts ready to sign so they can't back out of it. Okay probably not, but it would be funny to show up on a Monday to a job that no one remember giving me.

blueberi posted at 3:52 PM

Rain... I love Rain.

So it rained yesterday before I left for class and then again while I was trying to sleep, which made sleeping easier. Now it is about 11:30 am and it is raining again. It raining cats and dogs. It is gray and drizzly. I love it.

People say gray cloudy days should make one depressed. I think it is alivening. Okay so maybe if I lived somewhere and it was like this all the time, I might be annoyed, but I don't know. See to me, when it rains, I just want to go out and dance in the rain.

The one thing I don't especially like about the heavy rains, is the flooding that occurs. Man, I had driving in big puddles. I feel like my car is going to get submerged or that the car will get lifted up and float away. Then there is always the fact that accidents are more likely to occur cause no one knows how to drive in the rainy weather.

We are spoiled here with prefect driving conditions 330 days a year (that's just a guess, I have no idea), so like we forget how to drive. I don't think I can drive in snowy conditions anymore. It has been over 2 years and I just don't think I can drive in it anymore. I don't have the patience it takes anymore. I have severe road rage.

Well, I'm going to go out and attempt to drive in this wonderful weather. I have errands to run and my car needs a bath, so as long as it keeps raining, nature will give my car a bath. Laters.

blueberi posted at 11:35 AM

What does your last name mean?

So in class today, we were talking about the meaning of last names and how they originated. Anyway, I was a bit curious as to what my last name meant. So I decided to see what the internet had to say.

First I looked up meanings of last names on google. That landed me at the website, http://www.last-names.net/".

So here I typed in my last name. This is what I got.

 The son of Hugh. Aventinus derives Hugh from Hougen, that is, slasher or cutter. Alfred, in the year 900, used Hugh to denote comfort. Hugh in the Gaelic, is Aoidh, which signifies affability, a guest, a stranger. Hu suggests the idea of elevation; Ho, Hu, highness.

So from this definition, I can decifer that maybe someone in my family was named Hugh. This Hugh person, could of been a slasher or cutter. Yet it could mean that my late relatives were just comfortable being a guest or stranger that lived in a high elevation and was refered to has Highness.

Bow down before me, I am higher than you. Ha Ha! You little peions!

Okay, Okay, I'm sure it didn't mean that, but I thought it was funny. I just had to share. I also realize when it said Highness, it was refering to elevation and not a position. Cause I think it is spelled different when they are refering to royality. Well, I think, I'm going to go watch some tv or look for a different definition of my last name.

That reminds me there are a lot of songs out about last names. There is Dierks Bently's song, "my last name" and Keith Urban's song, "my last name". Okay that is only two and they are different eventhough the title is the same. Dierks' is happy and Keith's is angry. Dierks is giving his last name to someone and Keith wants the girl to lose is last name.

blueberi posted at 4:35 PM

Howdy all, I know it has been a few days since my last post or really last thought. I have tried not to think too much. All I know is I have a lot of work to do and as soon as I think I've made a dent in all the work. I am given more work.

Anyway, my grand idea of doing to more bands for my final project is now getting shot down. All in all, i don't care. I guess if I have time, I will do them. I think I made good progress on the gnomes, but all teacher said was that is a lot of illustration work. Man does he ever under estimate my work ethic. I think I could probably get all the illustrations done by next week. Plus, I could get a lot of revisions done too.

Well, I don't have much to say. The zoo was fun on Sunday. I really liked the monkey island. I never saw that before when I went. Also, so sunday was a perfect weather day. Onyx and her hubby took me and they fed me mexican food and ice cream. Then they fed me wine and sent me home with the jap pop culture book. I would say that was a good day.

I have nominated myself to be their kid, until they have their own. They can spoil me all they want. Too bad they can't read my books for class and tell me what they said. Speaking of reading. I have a lot to read by tomorrow night and Friday afternoon. I'm not sure it is going to get done, but I'm going to give it a try. :(

Laters all and 'til next time have a great day. By the way, I just had a long island iced tea and it was delicious. I recommend a drink for anyone feeling a little blue. Okay maybe drinking only works for me. (disclaimer if you have an addictive personality (like me) drinking might be bad for you.)

blueberi posted at 12:11 AM

Hey i'm back again for another post. I have my last class of the week this afternoon. Yippie! This gen. ed. classes are going to hurt. Lot of reading and writing. I can do these things, but I can't if the material I'm reading is boring and the writing has to be serious.

I don't like to write essays and papers that make it sound like I'm smart. I hate to write and have to cite works that I've read and stuff. So like I need proof that what I'm say is true. Hey it is right just cause I said so damn it. Okay that isn't true. In fact I'm probably wrong most of the time, but I think it is okay for everyone to have their own thought and opinion. Really. It's okay to think for yourself.

Anyway, I thought of a couple new projects to start on. I'm going to focus of music. I'm planning on developing to bands for portfolio. There is Pitt Water, which I've already done to cds for this fake band, but I will do a new one. Then the new fake band, The Gnomes, they are gonna be cool. So I'm thinking that one side of my boards will focus on the bands. The center board will be logos and probably the record company. Then the other side will be open for probably my tool ads and my ice cream ads or something else.

Then on the table I can have my hair dye and maybe my bakery book. My logo book and or portfolio, resumes, biz cards and that should be it. So I have a lot of touch ups for Robot Monkeys and I have two cds to get cracking on. So I think I have my work cut out for me. Not to mention I have other cd to do for design with type. So that is actually 3 cds. Well, I probably better get to work. To bad I have stupid Gen. Eds. that take up my time.

blueberi posted at 10:54 AM

Hey now, I update more than once a month. Like right now, my last post was just monday. Anyway, that cheesecake i had is now gone. I ate the whole thing in under a week. I ate it all except four pieces. I feel like a cow. Although, I justified eatting it cause I've been exercising. I doubt the exercise was enought to make up for all the cheesecake, but I'll pretend. Besides I don't plan on stepping on the scale for another week or so.

I wish I had something funny to write today, but I don't have much to say. Anyone hear the song, "sippin' on gin and juice". I have this song. It is pretty funny. An old friend of mine gave it to me, along with a lot of other music. Anyway, he may of been a butthead, but I got some good music out of the deal and now that's all that I have left from him. So things worked out for the best.

Unfortunately, the music does remind me of him and I try to understand why we were friends, but I'm just not sure. Okay so I thought he was cute, but he was a dumbass. And I was an idiot of hanging out with him, when I had better friends I could of hung out with. I'm sure most of you don't know who I'm talking about. Some of you might. Anyway, we met when we worked in Glacier Park. Well, enough of that.

So, I was just watching the news and last night someone near where I live was hit by a car while walking across the street. Apparently, the person was died from the injuries sustained. This is sad, but in a way I knew something like that would happen. People are always crossing in the middle of the street like that. It is really hard to see them at night. I can see how a person walking there could get hit.

Sometimes you just don't see the person until you are right next to them. Everytime I see someone there they are in the middle section of the road, which is reserved for turning. I am thankful that I'm usually just going straight and I don't need to be in the middle section. I have a really hard time seeing at night.

Oh yeah, I figured out this stupid gate system at the complex. I had to look up my name on the code pad to call and then it gave me a code for me. So now I have the right code to tell people when they come and visit. Anyway, I still think the whole thing is stupid. No matter what. People can still walk into the complex at night because the front front gates are always open. People can just walk straight through. All I can think is only 3 or 4 more months of this stupid place. And yes, the ceiling is still leaking.

Alright I think that is enough for today. I'll write laters ya'll.

blueberi posted at 12:08 PM

I'm back in Phoenix or should I say hell. It is so hot, I feel like I sweat all the time. I can't wear any of my favorite clothes cause it is just to hot.

I can't wait until I can move to a different apt. or where ever I go. I think the a/c isn't working well at my apt. anymore. It could just be all in my head. Anyway, I am of sick of this complex. Stupid new gates that don't work right. Bad a/c. A leaking ceiling in the bathroom. Apparently, in the apt. above the bathtub broke or something. I don't know.

Well, classes start today. Of course, my class isn't until 6 pm. Then I don't have another class until 6 pm on Wed. So I have a bit of free time. I should probably get cracking on all the work I have to do. But I'm just so confused as to what I should do that I don't know what to do. I'm thinking I'll just take a break and figure things out on Wed. Yet, I really hate to waste all the time.

So I don't have much to say today. I went and got some food, cause I have like no food. I have some cheesecake. It was free and it is a good cheesecake. So I actually have ate like five pieces of it since saturday night, which goes to say that the diet is still on hold. Althought I did exercise, Sunday and Today. So in my head, the exercise made up for the cheesecake.

I think I might go have another piece of cheesecake. I'll talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 4:05 PM