Okay so I've been slacking off with my blog. But I just had to wait, so I had something to write. Okay not really, I have plenty to write and write I will do.

So we went to Just Friends on Saturday. Which I loved, and not just cause Ryan Reynolds was in it, but it did help. One thing that bugged me about the movie was the double chin he had at the beginning. I thought it was a little exaggerated. Someone that was the size they portrayed him to be probably doesn't have the big of a double chin. Anyway, there was a crazy girl chasing him the whole movie, she was so funny.

I also bought new tires on Saturday, cause I had a flat. People had been warning me for like a couple weeks or so that my tire looked low. I keep putting off filling it, cause I don't have a pressure gauge and I don't know how. So when I was ready to leave saturday morning for WW, I noticed a flat tire. Oops. Hey at least I wasn't driving. So Onyx came and got me for WW and later her hubby took off the tire and put my spare on so I could get a new tire. I ended up getting four. I think it was probably time. Next I need to get my car aligned, but it might be awhile until I can afford that.

So what else is going on. Well, I made a cheesecake according to a WW recipe. Not very good, but good enough. I also make some no bake cookies from a WW recipe. I must say they are pretty good. Especially if you put them in the freezer for a min or two so they actually stick together. Needless to say, I ate about half of the cookies before they made it the stick together phase.

Well, I should probably go I have to get some work done for this portfolio stuff. Laters.

blueberi posted at 10:10 AM

Well I made it though Thanksgiving. I helped Onyx cook yesterday and all the food turned out great. I already ate all my leftover well except I haven't ate all of the cupcakes. That's a good thing, but I did make a good dent in the cupcakes.

Anyway, I have some sad news about my car. Apparently some kid that has nothing better to do than destory peoples cars, took out his/her boredom on my poor car. It has bee scratched to hell, all over the from hood of my car. I believe it was done with a rock from the wonderful rock garden you see in front of the parking.

So, I was walking to the laundry room today, when the little girl that is friends with my neighbors daught saw me. She told me that the other day, some one scratched my car. I asked her if she knew who did it and she said she didn't know. Know I realize I should of asked her some more questions. I think the scratches look supiciously like a kid did. Especially since on on the scratches looks like how kids draw stars.

I need to take a picture of the scratches to send to my dad, but I might be able to get to the bottom of this if I can talk to that little girl again. But for know, at least I know there is a witness and I know it didn't happen at school.

Well, today has been some what successful. I got my clothes washed and I cleaned up my room. I almost got my paper for history of pop culture done. I need one more page of information, but I'm a bit out of info. So I decided to move on to my paper for jap pop culture. This one I have spend probably 4 or 5 hours working on and I have nothing. Well, I have a page but I don't think it is going anywhere. I'm beginning to think that I need a new topic but it might be too late for that.

I should probably give up on the paper for today. Maybe I should type my notes from last weeks class. That is my way of studying. I have a test in the class next friday.

I hope everyone had a good thanksgiving. I better get going. Talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 10:11 PM

I finally found a way to use pictures taken by my friend TV. His pictures are great and I know like half of the people in the pictures so that is cool. Anyway, I hope that TV likes the way I used his pictures but he will have to wait to see what it looks like.

Oh yeah. HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY!!! I have a coulpe of days off of school. Of course I'm going to be doing homework most of that time but today I'm going to Onyx and her hubby's for dinner. I'm making cupcakes to take over. I'm not sure this batch is going to be as good as the others. I changed up the kind of soda and the batter tasted a little blah. Oops.

So I don't have much to say. I'm mostly over my cold but I still have coughing spells once in a while. I had a Keith Urban dreams a Monday night I think. I say the Harry Potter movie last Friday and I hate to admitted it but I liked it. It is getting funny cause they are starting to like boys and girls. Harry actually drooled at a girl.

Well, I better go check on my cupcakes. Laters.

blueberi posted at 11:26 AM

Wow, I've kind of let my blog go. So I have a lot to catch you all up on. Okay so there isn't many of you out there and most of the people that read this I talk to often enough I don't really need to write anything. That doesn't matter.

Anyway, I use that word a lot but that's not what I came here to write. I came here today to write about the dream I had last night. I love it when I have dreams and then I can remember them. My dream last night was nice and surreal. Needless to say, I didn't want to wake up, but I had to.

It started out pretty normal. I'm not sure what I was doing, but some how I was invited to a party or something. I'm not sure why or who invited me. And normally, I wouldn't go to a party, especially by myself, but in my dream I did. Once I got there, a friend of mine, who I can't place said hi and then said that I should me some guy. There was no name, but she said this and a few minutes later while I'm eatting some snacks. This guy comes up and starts talking to me telling me how she said we were suppose to me.

Well, this guy was definetly good looking. He was taller than me with brown hair that was short but shaggy. So we seemed to hit it off. Before I knew it, it was like we knew each other forever. He was telling me all kinds of things, but we keep being at parties. We were really social. Which makes me laugh cause I'm not the best at social occasions or parties. They really aren't my thing, but it was cool in the dream. People loved us.

Girls loved him. At one of the parties, there was like three girls all trying to get him to go somewhere, but he didn't want to go. He didn't seem to like them at all, he just wanted to go see me. Somewhere at this point he handed me a bos when people where talking to me about the bible. He was whispered something about this was his bible.

When I opened it up it was a book that looked like a bible but it said something about being a skateboarding bible. I flipped through it and there was lots of pictures of skateboard tricks and stuff written in about it. Anyway, it was cool. I was all like cool, teach me. So we were planning on me learning to skateboard sometime. And all these people where talking but it was like we didn't hear what they were saying, we just looked at each other.

About this point I woke up. It bugged me, cause this guy kind of looked familiar, but I don't think I know him. No name nothing. Anyway, it was weird. I wish I knew this guy, Damn. I don't know what happened Saturday, to make me dream this dream. Well, I should go to bed. Maybe I'll have another dream. Probably not. I haven't been able to dream and remember for while. I love to write about dreams. They are so bizzard.

I'll post more later about real things like my new printer and how Friday was a bad day, but it got better. Also about my WW obbession and how I clipped my finger nails for the meeting saturday cause I thought I didn't lose weight.

blueberi posted at 12:37 AM

I'm sick. It started innocently enough with a little sore throat yesterday. By about nine last night, I decide it was time to leave class and go home and go to bed. I downed some Codine infused cough syrup to knock me out. I woke up this morning barely able to talk. Now, i'm coughing and just plain crappy feeling.

To top of this wonderful day, I just got a note from the office saying they will be spraying apartments tomorrow. I don't really understand the note, but it sounds like I'm suppose to cover all food and take out all drawers from kitchen cabinets to bathroom cabinets to dresser drawers.

Apparently if your apartment has a bug problem then they will use one spray that is so bad you can't return home for 4 hours, but if you don't have a problem then I guess you can be there when they do it. I don't know. Anyway, this is not quiet enough time to get this all done. Also, I was never given a time at which this might happen. Will they wake me and send me away for 4 hrs or will they not show up.

This place has a thing for saying they will do something and then not actually doing it. Since I have so many questions about this I tried to call the office but no answer. I think this would be okay to be sprayed but it is definetly a pain considering I'm sick and I have tons of stuff to do.

Oh yeah, I did my corporate manual and had it bound yesterday. I was fliping through it and turns out one of the pages was reversed. This does not make me happy. It made me mad yesterday. The manual is a lot of work. Now I have to do it all over again.

Well, I thought that I was going to get my new printer today. My parents bought me it for christmas/birthday. It prints on paper 13x19. So I will be able to print all my work on it assuming it prints well. Anway, the printer has yet to show up. I think I should go get my mail. Maybe there is a not there about it. I believe it was suppose to be delievered straight to me though. I guess, I should go now. Laters.

blueberi posted at 3:58 PM

Okay, so i saw that Onyx did this little quiz, so I got curious what my scores would be. Well, apparently life at my end of the world sucks. Personally, I don't think it is too correct. I think I have good family and friends. This just makes me look like a loser.

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	4.7
Mind:	5.2
Body:	3.9
Spirit:	6.3
Friends/Family:	2.3
Love:	0
Finance:	5.2
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

blueberi posted at 12:27 AM

Okay so i've been thinking about this whole losing weight thing. I remember 20lbs. ago when I was 190. At that weight I was still wearing the same size clothes I am now. So how much will I actually have to lose to wear a smaller size. I don't know. I was hoping that when I got shoping the day or week before graduation (if I go), that I might be at least one size smaller. Well, probably not. I don't know. Anyway, I think I'm becoming obsessive about this, so I'm gonna talk about something else now.

I went to the movie "The Weather Man" on Sunday. Nicholas Cage was the lead and he was sad even though he really had things good. He'd made some bad chocies, but he really just wanted to be happy and part of a family. He worked a lot and his life was his job.

Somedays, I feel like I'm going to be like that, but I don't want my life to be my job. I want friends, family. I want it all. How exactly do we make room for everything? I think at some point you are either going for the more money or focused on family and friends. I don't know, but some how we have to learn how to balance everything. We have to give up a little for a little of something else.

I want to be the best I can at everything, but I'm beginning to realize that being good at everything does not make you any better. It kills me that I can't write the papers I need to for my classes. I want to write them and be done with them. I don't want to worry about them. Yet I still want the papers to be good and insitefully, but I don't really have time to focus on writing them. I want to get good grades in my classes, but ultimately it doesn't matter. I've just done so well in all my classes I don't want to ruin it now. But I know that life will go on.

Okay enough of that. Good news, my portfolio is coming along well. I printed out most of my work in black and white today. Just some minor changes and things should be good. I'm still suppose to work on a logo for a medical research company, but that I guess it the only thing I have left to do that will take some time.

I have to do sketches of candy wrappers. I also need to have a couple of names for the candies. They are like chocolate bars. One name I'm thinking of is "velvet", another is "options". Yeah I realize I just did a company called option control, but options could work cuz there will be lots of different flavors like almond, dark, white, caramel.

Okay well, it's getting late. I'm gonna go read and go to bed. Talk to ya'll laters.

This week I recommend

Reading - anything by David Sedaris - He is hilarious. I read his books Naked and the one with a naked barbie on the front.

Movie - "Saved" - you must be able to laugh at your religion or other religions - it's silly and fun.
"No, i'm not okay, I just crashed my van into Jesus."

blueberi posted at 11:59 PM

I've been on Weight Watchers now for a week. When I weighted in on Saturday, I had lost 5.5 lbs. That's pretty awesome. I didn't do anything but eat a little better. So now I only have 15 lbs. left to lose to hit my 10% mark. After I get down to 190, I get to set my goal weight.

I'm thinking my goal weight should be like 150. I can't even remember weighing that little. I feel as thought I went from weighing 100 lbs to 200 lbs and I don't know when or how it happened. I went from little kids clothes to having to wear plus size teen clothes. Anyway, not important. The most important thing is that I can look in the mirror and say "I'm smart enough, I'm good enough and gosh darnit people like me."

Yes that is from Saturday Night Life back in the day. We watched a bit of SNL, this week, but it was an episode where all their commercial spoofs where combined into one. They are pretty funny, but in small doses. I think one of the funniest ones lately was the spoof on those auto vacuums. It was for a thing called "womba". If you don't know what I'm talking about that's too bad. All I'm going to say about it is that it is a vacuum type thing for womens' hygiene.

Well, I guess I'm gonna go. I think I'm going to go see a movie with a friend of mine. I got my homework for tomorrow done, so all should be good. I better go record my tv shows. Okay laters.

blueberi posted at 5:47 PM

It's November! How did that Happen? Man, I don't have much longer 'til I graduate. Only 6 more weeks and a whole lot of work. Well, I don't have much to talk about. I have some work to revise. A couple logos to finish up. I want to get the logos done before next week. Well, one of the logos is actually do on Monday. I have to mount it and everything. Damn.

My cousin called today. His parents are in town. I hope I get to see them. I called back, but they were gone. I left a message telling them that I could maybe do something Friday or Saturday evening, but i'll see what happens.

Weight Watchers seems to be going okay. I'm trying to stay off the scale, so I don't get discouraged. I hope that the scale says I lost some weight on Saturday. I've been trying and I think I'm doing pretty good. A couple of days I have ate only the 26 points I'm allowed. A few days I went over a little, but I can cause of the extra 35. Most of the 35 was used on Saturday drinking, but I still have like 7 points and I have two days left 'til Saturday which I think is pretty good.

I don't mind this adding of points, actually I kind of like it. Adding is fun. (yeah I'm weird) I like to calculate things. Like when I drive I like to figure out how long it will take if I drive how fast I'm going and compare miles and stuff. It keeps my mind busy. I probably should of went into math. But I love what I do. I think math is an on the side kind of thing.

So now, I sit around saying to myself. I can eat this and this and this or I can eat this, this, this, and this. The only bad part is thinking about food all the time. I think I'll get the hang of it after awhile. Today, I got to eat a hamburger and small fries at Jack in the box cause I ate lower point foods for breakfast and lunch and I was even able to have reese's pb cups for a snack.

Next, I'm going to find a way to eat my favorite burrito from baja. According to the internet it is 22 pts. Which would leave me with only 4 pts. for the rest of the day. I'm thinking lots of salad and I might have to make that weigh watcher soup. Then I could eat lik my cup of Cheerios for 2 pts. and something else that is 2 pts. Or 4 things that are 1 pts. I don't know.

Well, I don't think eating better is helping me feel better yet. Maybe I'm not eating healthy enough yet, but my head has been hurting a lot. Yesterday and Today, I have had horrible headaches almost mirgraine status. Fortunately, they haven't been bad enough that I'm nauseus or that I can't do anything. So that's good, but all I do want to do is sleep, which reminds me that I should go to bed now. I think I'll be skipping my reading for tomorrow night or I'll read it tomorrow before class.

blueberi posted at 11:10 PM