So it's official I definitely have a boyfriend for the first time in my life. It's pretty great. It seems strange to actually have someone that I can call mine, but it's pretty damn nice. Things are kind of going fast with us. I've practicely moved in with him. I only have enough stuff there to get up in the morning. I don't have clothes or anything there. I take my clothes when I go. But I have conditioner, face wipes, toothbrush, you know the real necessities.

Last night was hilarious. I went to go pee and I sit down and there is no toliet paper. I screamed about it. So he had to come in and bring me the next closest thing he had to toliet paper, which happened to be napkins. That was interesting. I'm happy I only had to pee. Anyway, then he wouldn't go away. He stood there 'til I was done. A little strange I know. Never imaged I'd have someone watch me pee. And I don't know why anyone would want to.

Well, better get going. I need to take a nap and read from my Odd Todd book.

blueberi posted at 7:24 PM

So I called a friend of mine and told her about the guy I've been seeing lately. She was like oh my god you're a girl. Well, yeah I always have been, but apparently I'm now showing my girly side. The constant questioning of whether or not he actually likes me. I'm constantly being told he does and I know he does, but I have to worry about something. I can't help it but think that now that I've decided I like him, I'm convinced myself he doesn't like me. You know it's the whole chase is over and I wasn't hard to get, so the thrill is over. Things are going too smoothly, so I must need to make some drama for myself or something.

Well, I don't know I'm gonna call him tonight, but I have to wait til around 10. I'm going crazy trying to entertain myself. I can't eat past 6 today cause I'm going in for bloodwork in the morning. Nothing serious, just checking to see if I'm healthy. The first time in a long time I went to the doctor and was told my blood pressure was good. Losing weight has really helped.

I just got back from going to Ross. I bought a cute bedspread for $20, a cute pillow for $4, and a swimsuit for $12. The swimsuit is a bit small, but I think it will fit after a few pounds. I couldn't pass it up for the price and it was so darn cute. Anyway, I need to watch that movie I got even though I probably won't finish it.

blueberi posted at 8:48 PM

Okay, so I guess it is time to update my little blog. I don't know what to write about. I've been bad staying out all night. I'm exhausted. Dinner last night was yummy. I have no idea what I ate. I can't remember what he told me he cooked. But it was way too much food. We were to lazy to clean up after eating. All the food is still sitting there. I wish I would of put it in the fridge so I could of brough it home with me. There is no way I'm gonna get food like that on my own. I can't cook like that.

Anyway, It seems a little strange to be in my apartment all alone on Easter. It doesn't even feel like Easter. I'm so tired. I need to go sleep, but I can't seem to. I try and I can't. So I think I need something to eat. Then I realize I can't or else I won't have enough points left for dinner. I should go get some change to wash my clothes. I should also get things together to send to people back in MT. I need to call some friends and talk to them but I just can't seem to get anything done. I don't want to do anything but lay here and do nothing.

Now that I've bored you all to death. I think I'll go lay down some more.

blueberi posted at 1:22 PM

I know it has been a while. I've been putting it off cause I don't know where to begin. The movie I saw on Friday was fantastic. The dinner I had on Saturday was yummy and really realy expensive and the guy I meet was really nice. He didn't leave my place 'til Sunday. I didn't get much sleep. I managed to make it through the day. I went to eat at Onyx's and I went home and crashed around 10 pm. That's early for me.

I woke up to a text message from him saying he didn't want to call because he got done working so late. I went to work yesterday and talked to his sister about everything. Of course she told him my thoughts. He called me later that night and we talk for like an hour. That is a long time for me. I hate talking on the phone. I usually only talk that long to family.

I went shopping and out to eat with other friend after work yesterday. It was fun. I didn't by anything, but I did by us dinner, so did spend some money. I just can't seem to find some of the stuff I want. I was kind of hoping on finding a pair of jeans. Well, seems that the jeans I like aren't around anymore. This makes me mad. I love the jeans I have I just want the next size down, but no I can't find any. Well, I'm kind of tired today. I think I'm gonna go watch tv and maybe call my mom. She said she wanted to talk to me.

blueberi posted at 7:22 PM

You are Betty Grable

The ulitmate girl next door You're the perfect girl for most guys Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real.

blueberi posted at 4:54 PM

Yesterday I didn't get home very early. I went with a friend from work to Applebee's. We were there 'til almost 8 just talking. I felt bad though cause I had to tell my usually friend I hang out with one thursdays that I was busy. I did tell him that we could hang out on Friday, so that's good.

I don't know how things will be tomorrow morning at WW. I've done well this week, but today is a different story. I had Pei Wei for lunch. I almost positive I'll be eating it again for dinner. That is a lot of salt and last week we discussed salts effect on weigh ins. It doesn't matter too much anyway. I'm comfortable where I'm at, but I would love to get to my goal weight.

Anyway enough about that. Saturday night I'm going to be treated to a nice dinner at a fancy place. My friend from work's brother is going to treat me and her to a nice dinner. So that will be cool. He sounds like a cool guy. I can't wait to meet him. Anyway, I better get going. I've got work to do.

blueberi posted at 2:41 PM

Wow what a day at work. I'm wiped out. I've been told what to do all day, then I had to listen to everyone complain about the account. I'm just like damn lets just get this crap done. I don't even care what the ads look like now. I just want to be done. I actually stayed a little late at work cause of all of it. I had people looking over my shoulder while I was working. I wanted to tell them to stop looking. I work faster and better without people watching. I'm fine with being told to do. In fact that's what I do best. When I have to think I just don't know what to do. Anyway, I'm mentally wiped.

Other than that things are good. I think I ate to much today, but that's nothing new. I just want to sit down and eat, but I have no points left for the day. Well, maybe I'll have popcorn that's not too bad.

Anyway, I'm sick of being on the computer so I'll write more later.

blueberi posted at 7:20 PM

I've had a busy weekend, but not as busy as some. I don't have anything to complain about, so I'm not going to complain about a thing. My life is good, uneventful, but good. Everyone around me seems to be having difficult times. I wish I could do something, but I've got nothing. The most I can do is just be here.

Well, I don't really feel like writing right now. I think I'm going to head to bed soon. I might read some. Tomorrow I might go check out the gym I get a membership to. I think that will be good. I also need to go get some quarters to do laundry tomorrow. I cooked manicotti tonight and froze most of it for lunches and stuff. I wasn't able to get the manicotti to be lower points, but I decided that it would be okay as long as I only eat two pieces at a time. 8 pts for a meal isn't bad.

So anyway, the manicotti turned out kind of crappy. I've done better. I think that the recipe I found is a bit different than what I use to use. This recipe seemed to have too much eggs. Next time I make it I'm taking out a couple eggs. That might help a bit with the points, but it won't make enough of a difference to lower the pt per serving. Anyway, enough about this I should be writing this on the food blog.

Good night and here is to another week. May this week be better than the last.

blueberi posted at 10:13 PM