I'm back. That's right. I'm where the sun shines and the weather's nice and no more parents and family saying "eat something." "I can't believe that's you." "I lost that much once too." Yeah referring to the fact that I may not be able to keep the weight off.

Okay, I know that it's possible that I'm not going to be able to stay this way. But I'm damn well going to try. I just got to keep in mind that it is for me and not anyone else. You know that whole I'm worth it to take care of myself stuff that you are suppose to tell yourself so you feel better. Yep. I've worked too hard to give up. I know somedays, I want to. I think is this it? Is this all there is? I don't know, but I am pretty happy just being by myself, eating well, exercising, working. It's not that bad, but it can be boring at times.

Anyway, I think the weight is okay after all the bad eating. I think I maybe right where I need to be, but I'm tracking pretty close these next few days til Sat. Cause that is the most important day. I must be 150 or less and I'll be at lifetime. That's right no more paying. Yippie. I'll save so much money. I can't wait.

Now for what I got for the Holidays
Dance Dance Revolution - the dance pad was broken when I opened it. I'm going to see if I can take it back and get another one.
Tea - I couldn't believe my mom actually bought it for me.
Necklace, earrings - Mom gave me this early so I could trade it in if I didn't like it. Which I didn't, the one I traded it for so great. Love it.
Pinky and the Brain DVDs - okay haven't got them yet but mom said she was getting them.
Sheets - they are pretty purple and match my bedspread great. They also seems to be staying in place although that is hard to tell after only one night.
Slippers - I had to trade these in. Mom got me monkey ones, which were cute and I love monkeys, but I'm picky and I wanted something more fluffier. So I got these really cute bunny ones.
Penny's Gift card - bought myself a long sleeved tee with stars and a tank top to wear under stuff.
Itunes gift card - still pondering what to get.

I think that is pretty much it. Yeah I'm spoiled. What can I say my family loves me. Well at least most days they do.

blueberi posted at 4:37 PM