So things are kind of slow this week. Not a whole lot of work. I'm bored, but that's okay cause I know in time things will get busier. I need to appreciate the break. I've been going to bed early again cause I have nothing to do. I'm probably sleeping 9 or 10 hours a night.

Sunday I went out for lunch with a friend from school. I had three margaritas with lunch which I miss having, but I can't have them often cause they are very bad for me. Then we went to a Phoenix Mercury game. He gets free tickets, so I thought what the heck it's free. Then I had another margarita after the game. Oh how I miss that buzzed feeling when nothing matters. This was the first time I've drank since well I got sick. Which has been three weeks now. Maybe four. I'm not sure. Anyway, I must focus. I can't drink during the week. I must get to my goal weight so I can be lifetime. I won't have to pay anymore once I'm there and stay there.

So this week, I've been a little down and I hate when I'm like this. Cuz, my life is good. I don't have much to complain about. The things I do complain about are stupid little things like the people that can't drive. Or the people who don't put their freaking carts in the cart things. Or the idiots that park their stupid cart in the middle of the freaking isle and don't bother to move it when you are trying to get by. Then there is my freaking doctor that never does anything right for me.

I should probably go. Go and do what I don't know, but I should figure out something to do.

blueberi posted at 10:22 AM