Hey all, I have internet at home now. Although it doesn't seem to be working well. My connection is kind of weak and I'm going to have to complain about it if it doesn't start getting better. Yeah I'm at work right now, but I'm only posting now cause I'm done with the jobs I was given. This week has been slow too. I cleaned up a lot around the office. I organized stuff, dushed threw away old stuff. It is looking really nice up here now.
Anyway, now that I'm on the free market again. I've noticed just how boring I am. I can't meet people cause I'm too shy to talk to anyone. And I think my shyness comes off as bitchness. Really, I'm not a bitch, well, at least most of the time I'm not. I hate to break it to you all but there is a bitch in every girl. Some just show it more than others.
Okay I've side tracked myself her. What was I saying. Oh yeah, where the hell should I go to meet people. All my friends are either married, couples, or guys. I can't go hitting on guys with my guy friend standing next to me. It's too weird. Like when I went out to eat with one of my guy friends. The waiter we had was cute, but he's probably thinking we are dating. Trust me we aren't. He's cool as a friend.
Then there are guy friends who I wouldn't mind dating, but I can't cause well, what happens when if it doesn't work out. Could we still be friends? I don't know. I don't want to not be friends. It's driving me crazy that I'm not friends with asshole anymore. We had fun times, but I know it wouldn't be good. Plus, I'm "germy". So all I'm saying is everyone wants me to date around and crap, but who am I suppose to date. Really? I don't know.
I don't want to go through classifies for dates. Which reminds me I like to read those from time to time. They are funny. Anyway, yesterday I was looking through them and there was a dude wanting a chick. The ad was titled "Small Men Need Love Too". So I decided to take a look. My eyes couldn't believe what they saw. There is a picture of this guy measuring only a tiny two inches if that. Trust me dude this is not how you get a woman.
So today I was looking through there and someone posted a reply to this ad telling the dude to lose weight and he would gain inches. Now I don't know if that is true. Are skinny guys larger than big guys? I don't know, but I thought that it was interesting. Makes me think...
blueberi posted at 2:29 PM
