Well, I guess it's about time I posted again. I got up early this morning to go to a dentist appointment. I had to have my retainer on my bottom teeth removed as it had broke on Saturday while eatting one of my cookies. Oops. Anyway, it cost me $50. They were nice and gave me a decent price apparently my isurance doesn't cover such things. I don't know.

Anyway, it feels nice without my retainer. The dentist suggests that I either get a new permanent retainer or I get a removeable one to wear at night. This is going to cost between $300 and $600. He saids that no matter what my teeth will probably move, but to what extend he doesn't know. So it might be a little and not make a difference that I don't have a retainer. So I don't know what to do. All I know is it's nice not having that wire there.

So other than that, not much is happening. I didn't sleep well last night. Probably just cause I had to go to the dentist. I hate going to the dentist.

I think I might of figured out my internet. I think if I leave my modem unplugged when I don't use it, it seems to work better when I do plug it in and use it.

Well, I should probably get going to work. Laters.

blueberi posted at 8:37 AM

Hey ya'll. This morning I woke up to thunder and lightening which is odd, not just cause this is Phoenix, but cause normally the storms seem to happen at night. It was nice to hear the rain, but I wasn't looking forward to going out in it after getting all dressed for work. Fortunately last night I had nabbed a good parking spot right in front of the stairs under the car port.

Anyway, not much is going on. I've been looking online to see how realistic it would be for me to invest in a condo or townhome of some kind. It's amazing that a 2 bedroom, 2 bath condo/townhome costs more than my parents house back home. It's just crazy to me, but I think I need at least that size so I can rent out the other room to a friend. That way I can afford it. I figure with the first time home buyer deals and stuff it might be possible, but who knows.

I just got my student loans under control and I barely understand what is happening with those. Anyway, I figure if I can get a comparable monthly payment to what I'm paying now things would work out great if I get a roomie to share with and I think I know someone willing to live with me so that's good. Of course this wouldn't happen until next year. I figure I will extend my apartment lease 'til March like they offered and then maybe I can move into my new place then.

We'll see. I know it's a big dream, but what can I say, but I'm a dreamer. Well, I guess I better go and do some work.

blueberi posted at 2:52 PM

I guess it would be time to actually leave a post that isn't one of those dumb little blogthing quizzes. So yesterday at work, I had no work once again. Suprise, Suprise. Hence why, I posted two of the quiz things. I spent the majority of the day taking those quizzes. I've probably taken like all of them, but I spared everyone the results of most of them. I just put a couple I liked up. Then I put some of the other ones on my myspace blog. See you can see that I was bored yesterday. Which incase any one reading this has myspace I should be easy to find with my url: myspace.com/bluebert. There you can find out all about me. Well at least the stuff I was willing to share.

I can't wait until summer is over. I guess things are going to pick up at work again. That will be nice. I don't know how much more of just sitting and waiting for projects to come that I can take. I mean really why am I at work when are clients don't have any jobs for me to do. Okay there is an occasional ad that needs sent to a magazine or a newspaper, but that doesn't take long. Keeps me occupied for about 10 mins.

The boredom isn't doing well for my health. I've noticed an increase in eatting and increase of constant mind wondering. I'm fine with the occasional day dreaming, but this is beyond that. Quite frankly, I just need to use my brain some more at work, but I've got nothing to do. I search the internet all day at work. Reading comics, jobs descriptions, classifieds, the news. Ponder if the strange man I meet is the rapist dude and whether or not he is gonna hunt me down and kill me. Oh yeah, I really need something to do.

Anyway, I'm hungry. I think I'll go grab a snack. See there I go, but my snack is cucumber slices, so it's not to bad. I'd have to say that is pretty healthy.

blueberi posted at 11:19 AM

Your Life is Like

Better Off Dead...

blueberi posted at 10:13 AM

You Belong in New York City

You're an energetic, ambitious woman. And only NYC is fast enough for you. Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer career Or simply take in all the city has to offer.

blueberi posted at 9:39 AM

You Are Scooter

Brainy and knowledgable, you are the perfect sidekick. You're always willing to lend a helping hand. In any big event or party, you're the one who keeps things going. "15 seconds to showtime!"

blueberi posted at 1:41 PM

Hey all, I have internet at home now. Although it doesn't seem to be working well. My connection is kind of weak and I'm going to have to complain about it if it doesn't start getting better. Yeah I'm at work right now, but I'm only posting now cause I'm done with the jobs I was given. This week has been slow too. I cleaned up a lot around the office. I organized stuff, dushed threw away old stuff. It is looking really nice up here now.

Anyway, now that I'm on the free market again. I've noticed just how boring I am. I can't meet people cause I'm too shy to talk to anyone. And I think my shyness comes off as bitchness. Really, I'm not a bitch, well, at least most of the time I'm not. I hate to break it to you all but there is a bitch in every girl. Some just show it more than others.

Okay I've side tracked myself her. What was I saying. Oh yeah, where the hell should I go to meet people. All my friends are either married, couples, or guys. I can't go hitting on guys with my guy friend standing next to me. It's too weird. Like when I went out to eat with one of my guy friends. The waiter we had was cute, but he's probably thinking we are dating. Trust me we aren't. He's cool as a friend.

Then there are guy friends who I wouldn't mind dating, but I can't cause well, what happens when if it doesn't work out. Could we still be friends? I don't know. I don't want to not be friends. It's driving me crazy that I'm not friends with asshole anymore. We had fun times, but I know it wouldn't be good. Plus, I'm "germy". So all I'm saying is everyone wants me to date around and crap, but who am I suppose to date. Really? I don't know.

I don't want to go through classifies for dates. Which reminds me I like to read those from time to time. They are funny. Anyway, yesterday I was looking through them and there was a dude wanting a chick. The ad was titled "Small Men Need Love Too". So I decided to take a look. My eyes couldn't believe what they saw. There is a picture of this guy measuring only a tiny two inches if that. Trust me dude this is not how you get a woman.

So today I was looking through there and someone posted a reply to this ad telling the dude to lose weight and he would gain inches. Now I don't know if that is true. Are skinny guys larger than big guys? I don't know, but I thought that it was interesting. Makes me think...

blueberi posted at 2:29 PM

Okay so I have a lot of things to complain about. Things just seem to bother me more now. So I'm driving to work this morning after a doctor's appointment just minding my own business. When out of nowhere there is a giant HUMMER in front of me. At this point we are now only driving at a speed of 20 mph. Okay people the speed limit is 35 and I expect to go at least that fast.

So all I'm thinking is I must get around this monsterocity cause I can only image that his dick is so small that he can barely use it. Why else would a guy living in Phoenix need a vehicle that takes up more than it's share of the road. Then of course this gets me thinking about how I hate those pickups that are all jacked up really high and the giant tires. I just despise those. Then there is the pickups with the big butts. You know the ones that are wide in the back with four tires in the back. These people don't need these vehicles. So I'm positive that they are compensating for something and my mind naturally goes to the obvious.

So here is my rant to these people - "YOU LIVE IN PHOENIX, you are not a rancher who needs a heavy duty pickup, you are not in a war driving cross the rough terrain. YOU WORK A FREAKING WHITE COLLAR JOB, you are wasting your money and your a freaking idiot. Make life easier on yourself and everyone else and buy a damn car."

Well, I feel better know. Stay tuned for I'm sure there will be something else that I have to complain about. On a lighter note, my neurologist appointment went well today. He says I don't need to see him again unless my opthamologist sees some problems later down the line. Yippie. I'm back to normal. Well, probably as normal as I'll ever be.

blueberi posted at 11:35 AM

So things are kind of slow this week. Not a whole lot of work. I'm bored, but that's okay cause I know in time things will get busier. I need to appreciate the break. I've been going to bed early again cause I have nothing to do. I'm probably sleeping 9 or 10 hours a night.

Sunday I went out for lunch with a friend from school. I had three margaritas with lunch which I miss having, but I can't have them often cause they are very bad for me. Then we went to a Phoenix Mercury game. He gets free tickets, so I thought what the heck it's free. Then I had another margarita after the game. Oh how I miss that buzzed feeling when nothing matters. This was the first time I've drank since well I got sick. Which has been three weeks now. Maybe four. I'm not sure. Anyway, I must focus. I can't drink during the week. I must get to my goal weight so I can be lifetime. I won't have to pay anymore once I'm there and stay there.

So this week, I've been a little down and I hate when I'm like this. Cuz, my life is good. I don't have much to complain about. The things I do complain about are stupid little things like the people that can't drive. Or the people who don't put their freaking carts in the cart things. Or the idiots that park their stupid cart in the middle of the freaking isle and don't bother to move it when you are trying to get by. Then there is my freaking doctor that never does anything right for me.

I should probably go. Go and do what I don't know, but I should figure out something to do.

blueberi posted at 10:22 AM