So not much is going on. My life is back to normal for the most part. This week I tried to go to a dermatologist, but my stupid doctor never got the referral sent so I had to cancel twice. He's a dumb ass. I give up on doctors for a while. I just sick to death of going. I'm fine and the long I stay away the finer I will be. Anyway, I was looking forward to the dermatolgist to see if there is any new ideas on what can be done with my acne. I'm freaking 23, I shouldn't have to have all these freaking zits everywhere.

After work I plan on heading to wallly world to pick up some things and get myself the movie "Benchwarmers." That will be a good movie to owe. Let see what else. Um. Not much else is happening. I was bad today and went to Manuel's for lunch. I love those chips and salsa. *sigh*

Yesterday, I picked up some new clothes. I found a new place where everything is $5 or less. I picked up two skirts and three shirts. Not bad, but I tried a lot more and that made me reallize just how not in shape I'm in. I maybe smaller and weigh a lot less, but the rolls are still there.

That's pretty much it. I think I might go check out the Borders, by my place tonight. Just stroll through there and look at stuff, but not buy anything. Do you think I can go to a store and not buy anything? We'll find out. Laters.

blueberi posted at 2:32 PM

I thought it would be nice to post a picture of myself. So here I am. That's me.

blueberi posted at 3:15 PM

Wow, so I didn't realize I haven't really talked about the boy in like 4 post. Which is just fine with me. It's so over that I don't even care anymore. Okay, I'm a bit sad, but what was I thinking. Oh that's right I wasn't. I'm easy. All a guys got to do is show a little interest and I'm gone. So there is the secret guys. Now I'm just gonna sit here and see who's gonna do something 'bout it. Heehee.

Okay, maybe I'm not that easy. Cause I am a bit of an airhead. If there have been guys that have wanted me before, I have no ideas. I don't know why guys wouldn't like me, but maybe I am icky like the boy told me. But he's basically saying that cause I have mono and he's a germaphobe. Oh and the foot infection. And then there was one day when I didn't shower twice before seeing him.

Anyway, high maintanence is the word for it and I was tired. Now I'm free. Yippie! But it's probably not a good idea for me to go out smooching on anyone cause I don't want to give anyone Mono. And I wasn't planning on giving it to him cause I do have self control especially when if I don't maintain control I could get him sick. Anyway, he's probably where I got it in the first place. He says he never had it but he doesn't understand that he could of been a carrier.

Well, that's enough bout him. I went through my closet this weekend. I got rid of a bunch of stuff I don't fit in anymore. I realized that the pickings are getting slim. There are still a lot of clothes, but I want more fun clothes. I did my laundry Saturday and was bad and had some cookies. They were so worth it. Yummy. I'm drooling just thinking about it.

Sunday I talked to a lot of people I haven't talked to in while. It was good to catch up. My sister and friend might be thinking about visiting which would be awesome. Well, I better go. Laters

blueberi posted at 4:50 PM

Wow, more than once a week. I'm doing good here. Okay, It's been a slow week. I've been taking it easy cause I'm sick. Not doing much and not really working full days. I have still managed to cook everyday of the week. I so much food, my fridge is full and my freezer is close to full to. Well, they are as full as I've seen them.

Anyway, they say with mono you tend not to be hungry. In my case, nope. I've still ate and I've ate a lot, but I tried to make sure that everything I ate this week was healthy. Since I can't exercise anymore for a while. I also tried to stay under my points. I actually think with all the veggies I ate this week, that I was more on the WW core plan. It seems to be working. I can honestly say that I have dropped since the last meeting I went to which was two weeks ago. I'm not sure how much, but I think I may of finally go over the hurdle that I was up against.

Lets see what else did I do this week. I washed all my rugs and towels last night. I watched an older movie called "Lost in America". It was pretty good. The clothes were so bad, but it was about a creative director that got screwed over with a promotion and then decided to sell everything and live out of an RV. It was funny. I'm sure a lot of people can relate to the story if they feel like they are going nowhere fast. I know I feel like that a lot.

Well, I guess I better get back to work. Laters.

blueberi posted at 10:57 AM

So today as I'm getting ready for work, I realize I'm three days late on one of my loan payments and I have two others due soon and credit card bill to pay. I grabbed all of it and first things first at work, I calculated it all and paid it all up. I know have just enough money to feed myself until the next pay check. Then of course that pay check will pay for rent, so needless to say. Things are tight, but what's new.

Oh yeah, I have another pile of enornomous debt building up. As, I mentioned last week the doctor thought I had mono. Of course I tried all week to find out if I did. Still haven't hear from him and it's Tuesday. Anyway, it doesn't matter what he says now, cause Friday was a wild day. I headed to work as nothing was different. I started my work, I had three ads that needed to be sent to pubs, so I started plugging away at it. My Friend at work took on look and me and said I needed to go to doctor right away. The rash I had been developing since Tues had finally almost covered my whole body, my face was completely red. She thought I was dying. Anyway, I tried to contact my family doctor, but he was closed on Friday and seemed really annoyed that I tried to call him when I finally got to talk to him. He said go to urgent care.

So one of the lady's at work looked up a place close by. Shortly after having finished sending ads, me and my friend jumped in the car for the nearest help. Unfortunately, this place was closed. We asked dentist above it what was going on. They said it was suppose to open a week ago but no one showed up. Just my luck. Fortunately I looked at places myself and I knew of a place that wasn't much further. So we got there and they took one look and me and freaked out. I've never had care so fast. I didn't even have time to finish paperwork they rushed me back so fast.

I got two shots and then I had to do a breathing thing. The breathing thing made me sick to my stomach. So they freaked out a bit, and called for an ambulance. Then gave me another shot. They hooked me up with an IV and shortly after two hottie ambulance works came to pick me up. They didn't have to do much cause the urgent care people did it all. Anyway, I never thought my first ambulance ride would be when I was 23 but we never really image it. It was funny, one of the guys was asking me what I did and stuff. I told him all about the day at work and how I had to work two hours before getting to a doctor. I looked at the monitor and my heart rate when up 15 beats a min. when I talked about work. Yeah, I might be a bit stressed out.

Anyway, once at the hosptial I explained the mono thing. So they gave me a test and an hour later it was confirmed that I did indeed have mono. But the rash they are pretty sure was from the antibiotics I had to take for my foot infection. They said it is a very common drug to be allergic to and that the allergy generally happens when the full dose is done. This is exactly what happened. Anyway, the rash is slowly going away. The gave some meds to help which now I'm a bit paranoid to take, but the paramacy reassured me that the allergies to these are uncommon.

Anyway, I've haven't been working to hard. I'm not working full days right now cause I need to get some rest. They are all go with it at work as long as my work is done on time. Well, I should get back to work. The sooner I get work done the sooner I get to go sleep. I'm hoping to be back to my full spunky self soon. Laters.

blueberi posted at 10:52 AM

If it's not one thing it's another. So not only have I not been feeling well, the boy has been in pain with his teeth so he's being a little baby. My throat is sore but a different sore than I've felt before. It's almost like I have popcorn stuck down there. Anyway, the bumps on my neck were worrying me so I went to to the doc yesterday.

Since I'm already on antibiotics for my foot infection, he ruled out strep throat. But he is pretty convinced that I have mono. So okay, I'm like okay the boy must of had mono at some time. So I asked he said nope. Okay then how did I get it. Oh, I know, I've been careless and drinking off other people's drinks. I didn't think much about it since they're my friends, but I should of known better.

Anyway, I don't want to dwell on this too much cause I don't know for sure that I have mono, but it seems like a very really possiblity. I've been tired and achy. I've been having fevers and not realizing it cause it's so freaking hot here. Last night I went to sleep about 9:30 and slept until 7 am. I feel like I could sleep for days.

I realized that I haven't been feeling hungry, but I've been eating anyway. Just cause I feel like I should eat. Well, I guess I should get to work not that I have much. I'll try to update some time soon. I'll let you all know the verdict of my blood test. That will tell me if I have mono or not.

blueberi posted at 9:01 AM