Well, I think my head has finally stopped spinning long enough for me to realize things are going to be okay. Things at work have slowed down. Half of the company is gone which means no one is around to write up new jobs, so there is not work to be done. I've exhausted. I haven't slept much this week and no it's not cause I've been humping like a rabbit. I really haven't got any this week. Depression and stress do not make for a good love life.

So incase I haven't mentioned or it wasn't obvious. The boy and I are giving things another try. I know, everyones concerns and trust me I've taking things into consideration. Things may not work out, but I'm trying to be optimistic here. We have something good. I know you all know all the bad crap. Cause I have a bad habit of say all the bad stuff and none of the good stuff.

One of the girls that came to stay with me mentioned that she too made the mistake of telling all her friends the bad things about a boyfriend. Of course all her friends ended up hating him and never really gave him a chance. So this is kind of what has happened with him.

But he truely, honestly is nice to me. Last Friday we went out. Apparently the two guys sitting next to us were hitting on me. I didn't think much of it cause I was with him and it was pretty obvious we were an item. But these guys kept talking to us. They were pretty fun, but old. One said he was 42 and I'm guess the other was at least that or older. Anyway, after leaving he was like if I wasn't here one of those dudes would of wanted to take you home, even though i was there they wanted to take you home. I was like I wouldn't of even thought of going home with one of them. I didn't think they were interested. He assured me they were. I just thought yucky why is always the old icky ones that want me.

Well, I better get to work or at least pretend to do some work. Laters.

blueberi posted at 9:34 AM