So last night I went to see "Superman Returns". And as crazy as it sounds I haven't seen the old ones, but this is a good movie. I really liked it. The only problem I had with it was that it was 3 hours long. I have a really hard time sitting through 3 hour movies. The last hour I'm constantly thinking it's ending now and then nope there's more. Plus, I generally have to pee. Last night this was the case. Then it never fails that when ever I'm at a movie someone calls me or txt me or somthing. Need less to say I it is a good thing I put my phone on silent.

One thing I noticed last night is they haven't been showing the fake preview that tells you to turn off your phone. This makes me happy but I wonder why all of a sudden they don't show it anymore. Anyway, it is summer which means there are lots of movies I want to see. I've got to see Cars and Click. Those are the two right now I want to see. A week or so ago I went to Nacho Libre. That was funny. It didn't really get good reviews, but I'm telling you if you like Jack Black you will like this movie.

Well that's about all that's happening round here. Went out to the clubs on Saturday. That was interesting. I'm taking care of some of my friends pets while they are on vacation, so I have that going on. Not much else. Work is slow. I'm not eating as good as I should. I'm going to skip my WW meeting on Sunday, since both my WW friends aren't going. I figure I could use that extra bit of sleep. Then I'm going to go shopping Sunday and hopefully pick up some cool new duds. I wish I had monday off, so I could have a four day weekend, but that's not going to happen.

I guess I better get back to work. Laters.

blueberi posted at 1:57 PM

Things look good for the boy's dad. He should be getting out of the hospital tomorrow. He's just there to so we know for sure he'll be okay. I have more to write, but I'm going to have to go back to work. I'll try to post tomorrow.

blueberi posted at 4:36 PM

Well, I think my head has finally stopped spinning long enough for me to realize things are going to be okay. Things at work have slowed down. Half of the company is gone which means no one is around to write up new jobs, so there is not work to be done. I've exhausted. I haven't slept much this week and no it's not cause I've been humping like a rabbit. I really haven't got any this week. Depression and stress do not make for a good love life.

So incase I haven't mentioned or it wasn't obvious. The boy and I are giving things another try. I know, everyones concerns and trust me I've taking things into consideration. Things may not work out, but I'm trying to be optimistic here. We have something good. I know you all know all the bad crap. Cause I have a bad habit of say all the bad stuff and none of the good stuff.

One of the girls that came to stay with me mentioned that she too made the mistake of telling all her friends the bad things about a boyfriend. Of course all her friends ended up hating him and never really gave him a chance. So this is kind of what has happened with him.

But he truely, honestly is nice to me. Last Friday we went out. Apparently the two guys sitting next to us were hitting on me. I didn't think much of it cause I was with him and it was pretty obvious we were an item. But these guys kept talking to us. They were pretty fun, but old. One said he was 42 and I'm guess the other was at least that or older. Anyway, after leaving he was like if I wasn't here one of those dudes would of wanted to take you home, even though i was there they wanted to take you home. I was like I wouldn't of even thought of going home with one of them. I didn't think they were interested. He assured me they were. I just thought yucky why is always the old icky ones that want me.

Well, I better get to work or at least pretend to do some work. Laters.

blueberi posted at 9:34 AM

Things are just crazy right now. I don't know what to do. My head feels like it is spinning round and round. So I was able to convince the boy that he needs me. And man does he ever now. Today we found out his dad is sick and is probably going to die. His sister is going mad waiting around to see him and their other brother can go and see their dad. In the mean time, I'm plugging away at work. I'm trying to concentrate, but I can't quite do it cause of the whole spinning feeling I have.

He has the bunny at his place right now, cause I have my friends from MT staying with me. If he goes to see his dad. I'm going to have to stay at his place and watch the bunny while my friends continue to stay at my place. If not, I'm probably over at his place anyway, cause he should really have someone with him at a time like this. This really sucks it was just over a month ago that their grandma died. I'm not sure any of them were ready for this. Especially since their dad was just okayed by his doctor to go on vacation. Then he happens to get sick while he is on his vacation.

Strange thing about the whole situation is I think there dad might be in the hospital my aunt works in. I'm not sure, but I think that is where she works.

So anyway, we are all just waiting to see what happens. Their poor mom is all alone in another town with their dad. I'm sure she has no idea what to do. This is why they are all trying to get over to them, but the boys are busy and they don't often get days off. You would think in this situation they could but not really. Where they work everything kind of depends on them.

Anyway, I'm should really try to get some work done.

By the way, my foot thing on Thursday went great. I have to get it bandaged up so that it doesn't get infected, but it's all good. They took an x-ray of my toe that has been hurting for over a year. Apparently, I must of hurt my toe and the injury caused some probably permanent damage. I now have a condition called frieberg's infraction (not sure that is spelled right). This basically means that the joint is dissolving. Yikes! I know. I might have to get some surgery done for this too. This would be a much more serious situation than just the cutting out of my toenail. We didn't really discuss the options yet. I'll find out more in a month when I go in for my other toenail.

blueberi posted at 3:02 PM

I haven't blogged in while, but I just haven't had time. I've been incredibly busy at work and I've had all my days booked up. I have no internet at home so I have to try to find time during my work day to do this. Since I'm at work late and about to leave I decided I would leave a quick message.

Tomorrow I get my toe surgery. Nothing major, but everyone at work is being really nice. Offering to give me a ride if I can't drive home. How sweet. Today I was in overdrive trying to get out all the work that was due tomorrow. I think I sent out 7 ads and two projects to get printed. A couple other things are still in the roughs stage, but I needed to get them sent around too. I got a fanatastic compliment on the posters I did for one of the hotel clients we had. The person who was checking the proofs said they looked fanatastic. I'm glad I almost forgot to do the posters with all the work I've been having to do.

So I found out why it was so bad that I was out at the clubs on Friday. Apparently there have been numberous rapes happening latley in the clubs. The statist on rapes is that 1 out of 10 are actually reported. So if there have been a lot reported then there are even more that haven't been. So this is why the boy wanted to go get me friday from the clubs when I said that I was out there. He was afraid one of these crazys would find me. Slip something into my drink and I would wake up some where strange and naked. Okay added that last sentence all he said was he was worried and scared. Isn't that sweet? Well, one of the sweeter things he's said.

Anyway, I have a friend coming to town any day to come stay with me. Hopefully that goes well. We'll see I'll keep ya'll posted. Laters.

blueberi posted at 5:32 PM

Okay so I'm not sure this bot a blog thing really works. It seems to me that I get updates for someone elses blog instead of the blog that I botted. Heehee that sounds funny. Anyway, I don't know if it really works.

Thanks for the advise Madwag. I'm planning on sticking around here. Mostly cause I have a good job and friends. It's just so freaking hot hear. Today isn't bad though. It is kind of overcast and weird today.

Yesterday, I did some retail therapy. This is very dangerous when you shouldn't really be spending money. But I went with a friend to WallyWorld - yep the scarey ghetto one that is close *yikes*. Anyway, I ended up dropping just over $100. So what can you get for that much. Well, I found a groovay brown stripe pair of dress pants for $5 and they were only a size 11. I got a pair of capri jeans that are all groovay with some rinestones and rips- these weirdly enought were a size 15 and kind of tight, but I figured what the heck they are only $15.

Then I found two shirts that were so adorable and they were only $3 each. They were size small - yes my friends a small. They barely fit me. I really have to squeeze into them, but they are only tight right under my chest cause well that is where it is suppose to be tight. I needn't were a bra with these shirts. I got another halter tank to go with the my groovay brown pants.

Next I found like 4 cami tanks - all ranging from $1.50 to $4. I got some carebear undies they were so cute I couldn't resist. I got a new strapless bra for all the tanks I'm going to be wearing in this heat. I got a new pair of dress shoes which probably give me a 1.5" extra height. I love shoes with some soul. I should of got these shoes in the bronze too. Then I got the cutest sporty jacket and it was only $5 and a size small and yeah I can zip it.

So after this trip I'm thinking how weird clothes really are. I mean some stuff I can wear at a freaking size small and I'm not that small well my boobs are small, almost none exsistant, so that probably helps. Then I get a pair of pants that are a size 11 but still have trouble fitting into a 15. WTF??? So I don't know what size I am.

Oh yeah what else did I get. Gum. Soap. Ice Breaker Sugar Free Mints. I think that is it. Well, I should get to work. I'll talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 9:18 AM

One of my friends from High School is going to be moving down here to go to flight school. She is warned that this is Hell on earth. I'm hoping someday to leave. Or not I don't know. I have mixed feelings about it. Somedays I want to stay others I wish I were somewhere else.

Today would be one of those days I wish I was somewhere else. I wish I could just start over, where no one knows me and I could be the person that I should be. But I would miss all the good friends I've made here. And I'm not that good at making new friends. Expect the ex and his sister we all just clicked. That doesn't happen very often with me. Anyway, I should most definitely be working. I'll post more later.

blueberi posted at 9:32 AM

Exciting new developement - you can now bot my blog. That's right you can subscribe to me so that you don't have to wonder when I have posted. Simply scroll down to the bottom of my posts. Here you will see the bot-a-blot link. Click and give your email. You should soon receive notice whenever I post.

If you want to add bot a blog to your blog. It's easy just go to www.botablog.com. Go to buttons and fill in info and it will give the code to add the subscription link.

blueberi posted at 1:35 PM

If you haven't been keeping up with the entries, which I understand cause my posting is a little crazy, then it seems like a lot to take in. One week I'll write everyday the next month I'll barely even post. So anyway, I was wondering if there is anyway that people can subscribe to you the blogs. If anyone has any ideas. Let me know.

I found one thing in the settings but it only allows you to put on email address to send the blog to. Well, I better get to work I'll figure this out laters.

blueberi posted at 9:41 AM