Hey everyone! Good news my life is back to normal. I once again am and single and don't give a crap. Yeah my boyfriend broke up with me cause well quiet frankly he's a dumbass. He's right though I am too good for him. He doesn't really deserve me.

Anyway, it's a bit of a shock to the system, but I'm going to be okay. I'm going to have to find out how I spend all my time before and do that again. Actually the plan really is to get hot and date as many guys as I can and tell him all about it. Okay that's probably not going to happen but a girl can dream. Which I dream way to much anyway.

So I wrote a long old letter to him about how I feel and crap. I don't know if I'll let him have it. I should, but it reminds me of the Friends episode where Rachael gives Ross that 20 page letter. He never reads it and ends up say yes to the she said in the letter. He has no idea what he is saying yes to and this ultimately gets him in more trouble. Anyway, for that reason I can almost expect him not to read it if I do give it to him.

Some more good news, I talked to a hottie in the elevator today. He works up on the top floor for the bank. I'm not to sure what he does, but I hope to run into him again. In hindsite, I should of given him my number, but that would mean that I would have to think more than I was. I was barely able to talk to him let alone think about giving him my number. With my luck he's married. I have the tendency to find married guys and once I know they are married, I know it's okay and we can be friends. That's it. I'm way more comfortable in situations with guys when I know there is no chance of anything happening.

Now since I'm spending more time at home, I have noticed a lack of internet connections. It may seem that I have dropped off the edge of the earth if I'm not posting much, which I haven't been anyway. I'm trying really. Well, I better go. It's about that time.

blueberi posted at 4:48 PM