So I called a friend of mine and told her about the guy I've been seeing lately. She was like oh my god you're a girl. Well, yeah I always have been, but apparently I'm now showing my girly side. The constant questioning of whether or not he actually likes me. I'm constantly being told he does and I know he does, but I have to worry about something. I can't help it but think that now that I've decided I like him, I'm convinced myself he doesn't like me. You know it's the whole chase is over and I wasn't hard to get, so the thrill is over. Things are going too smoothly, so I must need to make some drama for myself or something.

Well, I don't know I'm gonna call him tonight, but I have to wait til around 10. I'm going crazy trying to entertain myself. I can't eat past 6 today cause I'm going in for bloodwork in the morning. Nothing serious, just checking to see if I'm healthy. The first time in a long time I went to the doctor and was told my blood pressure was good. Losing weight has really helped.

I just got back from going to Ross. I bought a cute bedspread for $20, a cute pillow for $4, and a swimsuit for $12. The swimsuit is a bit small, but I think it will fit after a few pounds. I couldn't pass it up for the price and it was so darn cute. Anyway, I need to watch that movie I got even though I probably won't finish it.

blueberi posted at 8:48 PM