So it has become apparent to me that I come off as lazy and unmotivated. I can see the lazy part. I tend not to do very much. But I have never been called unmotivated before. So why do people seem to think this about me right now.
Well, I guess it could be that I still haven't got a job and that I postpone doing things because I haven't had time or because I am not sure how to do things. I mean I am a 23 year old with no direction. My parents have never had to motivate me to do anything, because I have always done what I wanted when I wanted to. Everything I needed to do I've done. Now that I'm out of school, I'm trying my best to get a job. I don't know what else to do. I mean I am in the process of gathering materials to send out to companies. I have yet to gather it all. That reminds me I must call me mom about character reference.
Okay, so anyway, went it comes to doing things other than work or school, I may not be motivated. I don't know. I just wish there was an easier way to get a job. Losing weight is suppose to be a tough thing, but it seems to be easier than getting a job. Well, I think I'm gonna go read now. I think my new roommates my be able to hear me type.
blueberi posted at 10:55 PM
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I didn't hear ya, and I doubt anyone else did either.
Don't worry about the route thing. It's just my analness coming out. :-D
Yippee!! - About the job interview.
I don't think you're lazy. I think you're just tired of not getting calls back and all the stress. I think you may be a slight avoider, like me. When I get stressed, I just want to shut down.
We can talk later, but hang in there chickie!!
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Onyx, at
11:22 AM
BTW, house meeting tomorrow night. Don't worry, it's just something we do whenever we get a new roommate to go over ground rules and such. :-)
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Onyx, at
11:25 AM
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Onyx, at
11:22 AM
BTW, house meeting tomorrow night. Don't worry, it's just something we do whenever we get a new roommate to go over ground rules and such. :-)
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