So what I thought would be one of the best days ever turn out to be a bummer. I thought the day I graduated from college would be wonderful. But it wasn't. Maybe it was cause there was no ceremony. Maybe it was because of the huge build up for portfolio review and it's sudden end. Maybe it was cause my b-day was before it and I never got to celebrate either thing. Maybe because I wasn't able to share my success with my family while everyone else did.

I don't know what it was but now I must face the harsh reality that I must start my life, a life where I've spent tons of money and have yet to really do anything. Well, I've had one interview. During the interview, I broke my cheap necklace which probably made me look like an idiot. Anyway, I head home for about two weeks starting tomorrow. I'm going to try not to worry about anything, but I'm sure I won't be able to do that.

One thing I was right about graduating, I am extremely bored now. All I've done is shop and eat. Of course, I've been pretty good with my eating. I still manage to keep myself in control eventhough I want to sit down with a pint of Ben and Jerry's, I haven't done it.

So what am I going to do during what will probably be a long process to find a job? I might just update this here bloggy blog's layout and comment system as well as the counter. I need to know if anyone is reading this thing cause I'm about ready to throw in the towel on this. But I do like typing and stuff. Somedays, I wonder if I shouldn't of been a writer, but I don't have the best grammar and I don't really have anything to say.

I guess I'm going to go ponder that some more, pack my stuff, and call a friend. Until next time have fun.

blueberi posted at 4:21 PM