well, i shouldn't have to say it, but it is because it is so moving. It makes you feel all happy one minute, sad the next, then powerful like you can do anything, and remindes you of the past and what you can do now. Anyway, I that's how I feel. It would be so awesome to be able to share with people that talent. It is like for that moment nothing seems to matter but the music.

So why all of a sudden am I ranting on about music and how much I love it. Well, I went to the Big and Rich concert at the fair Tuesday. It was great. It was fun. I sang along. "Save a Horse Ride a Cowboy" "Why does everybody want to kick my assssss?" I'm sure most of you don't know their music, but it is good even if it is country.

Friday is Beck. OH, yeah Beck. "I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me" Yeah. Oh, and his new stuff is good too.

Just incase, I haven't told people yet. I'm started weight watchers this weekend. Man, I don't know if I can do it, but I need to. I can't keep going on like this. My clothes don't fit as good as the use to and I feel like a blob. I wasn't able to do the deblobafication on my own. I got too side tracked. Anyway, mom is gonna pay and I'm gonna go to meetings with Onyx. So hopefully the two of us can help keep eachother on track so we'll get hot.

Then when I'm hot, Onyx and her hubby can help me find a guy. He He Ha Ha.

Well, I had an interview today. I think it went well, but they said there was really no way that the position will end up being full-time, which is a bit of a downer. I would like to have something that has promise for after graduation. Well, I definitely have my work cut out for me. I really need to sort out what I need to do. Plus, I need to wash clothes, get some food, do some homework, and have some fun.

blueberi posted at 11:28 PM