I can't take this anymore. I'm feel like a giant fat blob and I'm sick all the time and I can barely move. The diet starts tommorow. Which is too bad because I just bought two bags of my favorite chips. I will have to save them for weekends.

I saw drinking can now only happen on weekends if at all. Same for chips and any kind of snack. All candy needs to go. No more. I'm going to go cold turkey on candy. I'm just gonna toss it out or give it away. NO MORE FOR ME.

SO what brought this one. Well for one the back problems and limited movement, but also cause I ate too much today. I should know better. But I just love food, but now I feel like crap. You know the feeling when you eat too much and you just want to throw up but can't. That's how I feel. Plus I feel like a giant fat blob. My clothes all seem tighter and I can't buy more.

Also I want to look good when I'm out there looking for a job. So there it is. I'm gonna do this. Tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up and do at least 20 min. on the eliptical machine at my gym. Maybe I'll do 30 min. That will get me going. Yeah. No more of this I don't care slacker attitude which is fun, but isn't helping me out. I've gotta get back my I can do attitude.

I'm going to start the day with exercise instead of food. This will be good.

Okay so enough about my little rant. I have just revised my portfolio site. Check it out @ www.kaylandesign.com. It isn't working properly in Internet explorer. I recommend Firefox. I will be working on getting it to work right, but until then bare with me. Well, I better get ready for bed. I'll be writing later to let ya'll know how my deblobafication (my new word for diet) is doing.

blueberi posted at 11:36 PM