Well, tonight is my last night at my Montana home. I'll be heading to Phoenix tomorrow afternoon. In a way, I'm glad to be going back. It is time to get to school and get it over with. On the other hand, I wish break was longer. I feel like I need to sleep for a week straight. I haven't got to much sleep over break. It went so fast and I felt like I did a whole lot of nothing.

Anyway, I got my Keith Urban DVD, a new bag to carry my laptop in, a couple CD's (Hot Apple Pie and Switchfoot), some clothes, and I think that is all. I tried to fix a pair of my jeans that I wore holes in. These jeans may last a while longer with the new patches. Some how I still can't remember what I wanted to type on here, but I remembered a couple days ago, but didn't get up the energy to type it.

I fixed my kaylandesign website, so it should no longer have scroll bars. I need to fix my flash pop-ups, but I'm not sure how to. Hey if anyone wants to check out my "chicky learns to fly" flash project. Here is the link www.kaylandesign.com/web.htm. Click on Chicky learnns to fly.

The deblobification has not been going well over this last week. I haven't exercised at all and I've ate a lot of junk food. I find it impossible to eat healthy around here. I just tested my blood sugar tonight. I like to test it once in a while, it is fun to compare it with my mom's. I like tease my mom with my good blood sugar level. Anyway, blood sugar was high tonight. It was 195. This isn't good.

Your average should be like 120 to 80, but 140 isn't to bad after eatting cake like I did today. I really need to watch myself. This is not good. Especially with the way I've been feeling. I could be on the verge of Diabetes. I'll be back on the diet and exercise when I get back. I'm seriously going to try. The week before break I did good.

I should probably get to bed now. I'll talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 10:59 PM

Howdy all! I'm at home again. Yep, I'm in Montana. I have been home just over 24 hrs. I am still completely tired and exhausted. I got about 3 hrs of sleep before getting on the plane on Sat. I think I got about 8 hrs of sleep last night. I really could of got more sleep.

Today, I went for a wake with my sister and we went to the store. I cooked pizza lasagne for dinner. It was yummy as always but takes too long to make. Anyway, I am happy now. I just got to see David Spade's Showbizz show. I like David Spade. He's so funny and cute.

Tomorrow, I have to get up early and head to Great Falls for the doctor. I plan on staying there long enough for Walmart to sell me the new Keith Urban dvd. I think they might sell the dvd at 10 pm. I'll see. If not I guess I can wait until Saturday. But I don't wanna wait.

I am kind of sad that I had to come home. There is a theatre in Scottsdale that was going to have a special preview of the Keith Urban dvd. Anyway, my sight is more important than seeing the dvd on a large screen.

Umm... There was something else I was going to write on here. I can't remember. Man I hate it went I forget what I was going to write. Well anyway, my grades this quarter were about the best they could be.

I finally found a belt that had closes like a set belt. It has old fashion pop tops on it too. I probably shouldn't of bought it, but I was bored at the salt lake airport. When I'm bored, it is dangerous.

I guess I should get to bed, so I can get some sleep. I'll talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 10:27 PM

This is just a quickie before I got to bed. And yeah I know that can be taken badly. You sickos.

Anyway, I've had this on my mind for a while I just haven't gotten around to writing it. I took some quizzes on the internet about what kind of candy I was. And I keep ending up being, a baby bottle pop. You know that liquid sugar candy in a bottle thing. So I played with my answers some and I got to be Laffy Taffy, and Candy Cigarrettes. I actually think they were all pretty good descriptions of me.

The baby bottle pop, I believe said that I was to cute for my own good and that I am probably annoying. Point well taken on that. I agree. I'm too damn cute to get a boyfriend as well as annoying. The Laffy Taffy said something about being tangy or sour and not having the ability to be serious. Once again. I can't argue. Then the Candy Cigarrettes said that although I try to act cool I am really just a want to be badass that is nothing put sweet. Well, I can't argue with that it is true.

I guess no matter what I do. I am all sugary except a little bit of sour that makes me laugh. I think I should of been sour patch kids. They are delicious. But what I don't get it no matter how much I tried on these quizzes. I was never chocolate. I had Orlando take the quizzes and all he was was chocolate. I just don't get it.

Take the quizzes yourself and tell me what kind of candy you are.
Quiz 1
Quiz 2
Quiz 3
Quiz 4
Quiz 5

Okay so Quiz 4 just said I was a hershey's bar now. It said that I was an original. Isn't that sweet. Anyway, I think that is enough quizzes. There are more, but five is good. They are all farly short and don't take much time, so give them a try. I look forward to seeing what ya'll are.

blueberi posted at 1:23 AM

The Deblobafication is going okay. I've exercised every morning for the last four days. I think I've been eating better. I haven't had any chococolate for four days and I think that might be getting to me. Chocolate makes me feel so good and now I don't have it. :(

I think if I stay away long enough then I will be okay. I think it is kind of like detox. You'll struggle for a while and then things will get better. As of so far, I haven't lost any weight, but I feel a bit better. If muscle aching is better. I do like the feeling I get when I walk off the elliptical machine. I feel all light. It's like walking on clouds for a bit. No resistence or anything.

Okay so now on to school. Yep, it's almost over for the quarter. I thought I was almost done with all my work, but I was wrong. I have a 3-D monument sign to build. Which I started yesterday and it has proven to be an extreme pain in the butt. Then I still have to revise my hair dye boxes again. I showed progress to my teacher and he said it work now. So I guess thatt means they are good. I don't know.

I have to get something done on my Robot Monkeys. I'm suppose to have color print outs of what is done so far this coming Wednesday. Well, I desided on Wed. this week that I needed to do something to the pictures. That they needed to have an edger feel. I started doing, but for some reason when I put the pictues in my indesign documents the don't look the same and I've tried all types of images files (PSD, JPG, TIFF).

Then I have to finish my flash final, which I is suppose to look like it took me 20 hrs to do. Mine right now looks like it took me about 8 hrs because that is all I've spend on it.

And to top off all of this, I woke up this morning to find that my apt complex indeed has installed gates that will need cards. It is going to be a pain in the as to get people in the complex. Eventually, that gates will be closed all the time. This makes me sad.

Anyway, I best go eat and get to school. Onyx, I know how your feeling, I think I have the same problem.

blueberi posted at 11:29 AM

I can't take this anymore. I'm feel like a giant fat blob and I'm sick all the time and I can barely move. The diet starts tommorow. Which is too bad because I just bought two bags of my favorite chips. I will have to save them for weekends.

I saw drinking can now only happen on weekends if at all. Same for chips and any kind of snack. All candy needs to go. No more. I'm going to go cold turkey on candy. I'm just gonna toss it out or give it away. NO MORE FOR ME.

SO what brought this one. Well for one the back problems and limited movement, but also cause I ate too much today. I should know better. But I just love food, but now I feel like crap. You know the feeling when you eat too much and you just want to throw up but can't. That's how I feel. Plus I feel like a giant fat blob. My clothes all seem tighter and I can't buy more.

Also I want to look good when I'm out there looking for a job. So there it is. I'm gonna do this. Tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up and do at least 20 min. on the eliptical machine at my gym. Maybe I'll do 30 min. That will get me going. Yeah. No more of this I don't care slacker attitude which is fun, but isn't helping me out. I've gotta get back my I can do attitude.

I'm going to start the day with exercise instead of food. This will be good.

Okay so enough about my little rant. I have just revised my portfolio site. Check it out @ www.kaylandesign.com. It isn't working properly in Internet explorer. I recommend Firefox. I will be working on getting it to work right, but until then bare with me. Well, I better get ready for bed. I'll be writing later to let ya'll know how my deblobafication (my new word for diet) is doing.

blueberi posted at 11:36 PM

Sorry, it's been so long since my last post. I've been really busy. I had a lot of fun in Laughlin and I didn't really lose any money. When I have more money I should go back and try to make more money.

We went to Oatman on the way back from Laughlin. We saw the burros (which I found out just means donkeys). There was a baby burro, he was cute. We ate the buffalo burgers at the hotel and I had a chcoclate dipped frozen cheesecake, it was all good. At one of the gift shops I found replicas of brothel tokens. They were hilarious, so I bought a couple.

Anyway, after getting back I had to start cracking on my homework. Cause well, it isn't going to get done without me. Pretty much all of my homework is do this coming week except for my flash fina, so I've been rushing around trying to get it all done and still help people with their work.

So my back has been hurting for that last few days which seems to put a crap in all my plans. I just want to get my work done, but I can barely move. Today, I went to go buy some food, because I really had nothing left to eat. So as I put my groceries in my trunk, my back starts hurting back. After taking the cart back in, I got in the car, but my back was hurting so bad I wasn't sure I was going to be able to make it home.

Thank god, that home is only a little ways from store. I really struggled driving home and putting away my food. After it was all done. I just laid in bed for like four hours, barely moving. Of course I didn't lay for four hrs straight, I tried doing things. Going to the bathroom was quite difficult, but when you got to go you got to go. I made it throught the back pain. I'm feeling a bit better now.

I managed to get up long enough to type on here and I revised my hair packages for class. So that is good. Well, I better go and lay down some more. Laters.

blueberi posted at 5:53 PM