This is a picutre of my room. So now you can all see where I live. Sort of anyway.



blueberi posted at 4:15 PM

Well, I guess that I have now figured out how I can post pictures on here. Amazing what someone can learn on there own by trial and error.

So far I have found out that the best internet browser to view my blog in is Netscape. My blog is a little different in each browser. That makes me sad. I have to use two different browsers to use my blog. If I want to read the comments ya'll make I have to use explorer or netscape, but I normally use Safari, which of course it is a mac thing. Anyway the comments use to work in Safari, until I started change my blog template a lot.

Anyway, I'm beginning to think that I live like an old married person without the husband. My life is really quite dull, but I like being at home. I don't know how I will ever meet anyone living the way I do. If by some off chance I meet a guy, I don't have anything to talk about because well I don't do anything. I can only talk to people that I know like something I like. I do know for a fact I don't want to be an old lady living alone with a house full of stuff.

So why I'm I so worried all of a sudden about being an old lady. Because I feel like an old lady. I don't feel like I'm 21. I don't live like I'm 21. I don't think I even know what it is to be young. I get annoyed because I hear people having fun and I'm just sitting there watching tv or listening to music or on the internet. Yeah I love doing that stuff, but there has to be more than this. I remember being a kid and I enjoyed being the center of attention, so maybe that is my problem. I'm not the center of attention anywhere.

Another thing is that I think people get tried of talking to me cause all I talk about is me. Well, that is all I know. Please people enlighten me tell me a story or something. I don't have to do all the talking really. I'll listen.

Maybe my growing up so fast has something to do with the youngest child syndrome. Not only was I the youngest in my family, but I also was the youngest of all my cousins on both sides of my family. I think that I'm trying to catch up to them, which is impossible, but for some reason I think that is what I'm trying to do. I've watched everyone make their mistakes and I've learned from them what not to do. This has really limited what I can do.

I'm afraid of making a mistake and I make sure not to be in a situation where I might get hurt. I think that maybe I need to get hurt a little. I need to take some chances, but I don't know where to begin. It's not like I can just decide to be a different person. Or can I?

Okay, I'm sorry I've gone into being my own psycharist and half of this probably makes no sense.

blueberi posted at 11:42 AM

just trying somthing out here with this cute penguin pic.

blueberi posted at 12:09 PM

Alright so the previous post was suppose to go out on Sunday, but apparently instead of publishing my post I just saved it as a draft. I don't even remember what it is about.

I might do some new design for my blog later on if I have time between the homework and sitting on my butt. So don't be suprised if things change. Well, I should be off. I got to go to school soon. Laters.

blueberi posted at 11:53 AM

I almost forgot to post today, but I remembered before the day ended. Anyway, on with my news.

Kendra moved out Wednesday, so I've been here all by myself. It hasn't been too bad. I've have plenty of homework to keep me busy.

I'm not sure if I mentioned the buzzing trees before, but the trees here seem to buzz all the time. Anyway I found out that there are these bugs that come out from the ground and climb up the trees. They hang out there and buzz. I'm not insane. The buzzing does come from the trees.

Oh yeah, yesterday I bought a dvd of Fraggle Rock. It was pretty great. I watched and it was very fun. Well I guess I don't have much else to say. So I hope all you have fun heading back to school or whatever you are doing in right now. Talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 9:42 PM

So I've been trying to post every Sunday, but yesterday for some reason it did work. Anyway, it seems like forever since I last posted.
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Kendra is moving out cause she got a teaching job in Browning. The search for a roommate has begun, but so far no luck. All the people I know don't need a place. I put up a sign, but have got no calls. I even signed up on roommates.com, but I haven't had any l luck yet. I did get one message from 37 year old guy. It said he was a nudist and would only be there 2 or 3 days a week. I'm thinking no,

Friday night, we got to go see Garden State it was at only one theater in the whole phoenix area. Anyway, Zach Braff wrote it and was the main character. I think he directed it. Oh, incase you don't know who Zach is, he plays JD, the main guy on scrubs. You should check out the website for Garden State (www2.foxsearchlight.com/gardenstate/). Zach has a blog on there and it is pretty funny.

Well that is about all I have to say. Oh yeah, any of you remember me talking about my restaurant campaign for Caribbean Country? Anyway, it is going to get put in one of the showcases at school. I'm pretty happy about it. I worked hard on that campaign. I guess that is it for me this week. Talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 10:26 AM

Howdy everybody! It's Sunday, which is almost Monday, so that means it is a beginning of another week. I've made it another week. Not much is going on here. I almost didn't post cause I have nothing interesting to say.

Did I mention I'm taking a class called writing for media? Well, I am and I have no idea how my writing scripts for psa's, corporate videos, video games and so on is going to help me with graphic design. Although, I think that my game idea is actually sounding interesting. I just came up with it off the top of my head. I think that the game would be fun for me, but for game enthusiasts it is probably boring.

This weekend I finally found a use for a piece of board Kendra bought to paint. I painted it with silver spray paint then drew 3 rows of circle the size of a cd. We painted the circles in dark blue, maroon, and dark purple. I hung it up on the wall and presto a work of art. I'm really beginning to think that I have a lot of random art and posters and there is no real theme. I guess I'll just have to deal with all that until I have money and a house to decorate nice. That could be several years from now, but I can dream can't I.

So here goes, my house. My house will be great. Hopefully I'll have enough money to buy a big house, cause I need lots of rooms. There is going to be the padded room. This is a necessity, cause I like to run into walls. Then there has to be a room for my M&M candy memorabilia. I think I should get some of the candy tubes like the have at M&M World. A separate tube for each color and kind of M&M. There has to be a pool and hot tub somewhere. I think I want a jacuzzi tub for my master bath and a shower that sprays like rain.

I definitely need a room for computer stuff and a room for all my toys cause I still have almost all my toys from being a kid. A giant movie theater room would be great. I definitely need to have a trampoline somewhere in the house. I want a big backyard suitable to play frisbee or any sport I want to. A place for a basketball hoop, cause I may not be good, but it is still fun. I would even like a tennis court, but I need to have someone to play tennis with.

I guess there should be a kitchen, but if it is just me I probably won't use it much. A dining and game area. I love board games. Dominos or cards anyone? Okay that is just part of the whole dream house thing. I'm sure will never happen, but it is good to have dreams. Well, I should get to bed soon. Sorry for the bad spelling. I've got to figure out what is wrong with the spell checker. Laters ya'll


blueberi posted at 11:23 PM

Wow, It's August and the stupid spell check still doesn't work.

I can't believe it. Time is just flying by. Anyway, what have I been up to?

Let's see, I went to school all week. I went to the movie "Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle". It was pretty funny, but my recommendation for the summer is still "Napoleon Dynamite". I also rented "EuroTrip". That was pretty funny as well. It seems to me that all the movies I've been seeing lately are comedies. They are the only ones that seem to be go enought to go see.

Today, I bought a new computer desk. You may have seen it at walmart. It has drawers that look like a locker and it comes with a little stool on wheels and a printer cart on wheels. It is cute and it replaced my desk that was falling apart. It was a pain to put together. It probably took a good 3 hrs. to assemble all the pieces. The dumb drawers where made of particle board which parts of them broke, but are still usable.

Well, just be glad you didn't have to put it together. Anyway, it fits nice in my room. It is much larger than my previous desk, but at least now I have more than just room for my computer. I can actually use it for other work, not that I have much work that doesn't require the use of my computer.

I should get going. I have work I should be doing. I'll talk to ya'll laters.

blueberi posted at 10:15 PM