Okay people, comments are good. It makes me feel like I'm being heard.

Anyway, I went to the gym today which ended in chaos. Well maybe not chaos, but I did almost get attack by the treadmill. I was just walking on a treadmill, minding my own business. Then while I was reading the tv captions and getting really interesting in it. Boom, I step on the part of the treadmill that doesn't move.

This caused made me do the splits or something close to them. Fortunately, for me my face did not come in contact with the moving part. If that would of happened I could of got a major facial peel. So far, I don't have any pain from this accident but that could be a different story tomorrow.

Now that I'm back to my apartment I found out that my tight jeans now fit me. How exciting. I've got to find some place to go, so I have a reason to wear my jeans. That will keep me thinking for awhile. Well, I should get going. Me and Kendra are going to eat at Applebee's. Yummy.

blueberi posted at 3:34 PM

What? Where is my most from Thursday? What happened to Thursday? O' nevermind I didn't do a post yesterday. Duh. Why not you ask? Well, I decided that I shouldn't have to do a post everyday.

Well anyway, I don't have much to say so I will leave you with an email I got to leave you wondering.

The Heart

"Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..."

"You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted.

The surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done..."

"But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy.

The surgeon looked to the parents, who sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next."

"But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart."

The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well."

"You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there."

The surgeon left.

The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration. No hope for transplant, no hope for cure. Therapy: painkillers and bed rest. Prognosis:, " here he paused, "death within one year."

He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said. "Why?" he asked aloud. "Why did You do this? You've put him here; You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"

The Lord answered and said, "The boy, My lamb, was not meant for your flock for long, for he is a part of My flock, and will forever be.

Here, in My flock, he will feel no pain, and will be comforted as you cannot imagine. His parents will one day join him here, and they will know peace, and My flock will continue to grow."

The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter. "You created that boy, and You created that heart. He'll be dead in months. Why?"

The Lord answered, "The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has done his duty: I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb."

The surgeon wept. The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him. The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"

"Yes," said the surgeon.

"What did you find?" asked the boy.

"I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.


blueberi posted at 3:58 PM

Howdy! It's hump day! Yippie, only one more day of class before my four day weekend. O' what a wonderful schedule I have.

I'm not exactly sure what the first dumb thing I did to day was, but the one thing I can remember the most is when I dropped spagetti noodles on the floor. I was just breaking them in half and the other side of the bag opened and the noodles went spilling out the bottom of the bag. I managed to save most of them, but for the noodles I failed to save had to be thrown away.

Dumb thing number two is I can't remember any, so maybe there wasn't any other dumb things I did. That would be a first. Just one dumb thing occurring in one day. How could that be?

Well, let's see what did I do today. I bought the Alice in Wonderland movie on DVD. I thought it might help me write my 10 page paper on the book. Probably not, but I just finished the book and I'm starting on the second part, Through the Looking Glass. I think these books are at a read level of 5 and I'm not sure I can read anything that is much higher than that. No, I probably can. I'm sure the stuff I have to read in World Lit. is harder than level 5.

I guess that is all the thoughts and wisdom I have today. Did anyone watch Real World last night? Two of the people got arrested. It was funny. Well, I've got to go class starts soon.

blueberi posted at 5:55 PM

So I just sat down at my computer and completely forgot what I was going to do. I know that I wasn't going to do a post, but since I can't remember what I was going to do I thought I should.

Anyway, I was thinking that my life could be a reality show. Cameras could follow me around and then after video taping me they could have me narrate the show. I could definetly do a good job of making fun of myself especially when I'm being an airhead. I can't help it, some days I'm mentally challenged, other days I'm a genuis. I would most likely have to say what I was thinking about because there isn't much dialog going on between me and anyone else. My life is pretty much me thinking and talk out loud to myself.

On second thought if they taped my life as I have described it, they might have to put me in a psych ward for having multiple personalities or something. I just thought of all of this cause I was watching Real World - San Deigo on Sunday and I thought that the guy from Boston was cute (I think that is where he is from) and I have no idea how that made me think of having my own reality show but it did.

Well, I've got to get ready to go to class. Yep I actually have to go to school today. I'm so excited. Not really, school is usually pretty boring, but hey someday I'll have a good job.

blueberi posted at 11:53 AM

Howdy! I don't have much to say today so I guess I will tell you the story of my return to Phoenix. Anyway, I was suppose to leave Great Falls on the 11th but my plane was canceled, so I didn't get to leave until the next morning. I had to leave very early and since Kendra was at work when I got here I had to take a taxi home.

I'll start at the beginning. My first flight was rather uneventful which is good. The only problem occurred when we were trying to land in Salt lake and it was foggy and cold we had to circle the airport for like 20 minutes before we could land. I just wanted to get off the small plane and go to the bathroom.

Finally we landed, I had to run down this freezing hall of doom because for some reason if you are on a small plane you have to go down stairs and outside. It had to be at least -20 there. As soon as I got in the airport I had to check in with the Delta people to get my seat confirmed. After doing this I ran to the bathroom plowwing people over. (I really walked but I thought I would add some drama)

As soon as I got back to the gate, my plane was already boarding. I was like man I just got here. I really wanted to like get a snack. So no snack and I had to go through the freezing hall of doom which has to be like a mile long. I got on the plane and to my surprise this plane had the same pilot and flight attendant as I had 15 minutes previously. I thought creepy, weird.

All went well, on that flight and I got to Phoenix okay. I walked off the plane and I thought I was going to melt it was so warm. I was freaking out about taking a taxi but I pretended I knew what I was doing. I took my luggage and the taxi people just put it in the car and off I went. I didn't talk to the driver for about the first 7 minutes I was in the car. Then he had to ask me my address again cause he took the wrong freeway exit.

So I told him and he got back on the freeway and I told him I'd never been in a taxi before. I think he thought I was from some foreign place, when actually he was from South Africa. So I talked to him until I got to my place and the total for the taxi was almost $30. Since I didn't take my keys to my apartment home with me I had to be dropped off at the apartment complex office. After getting my keys, I had to walk to the other end of the complex.

By the time I got to my apartment, I was sweating cause it was like 80 degrees. I couldn't believe it. I unpacked and took a nap. O' home sweet home. The next day I was back to school like I never stopped. Only two more years 'til I can get a real job. Until then I will try to have fun, cause supposedly life after school isn't suppose to be fun. In my case, I think life will be fun after school but who knows.

blueberi posted at 4:03 PM

It's raining on sunday, storming like crazy. Okay it really was raining and it seemed like the perfect oppurtunity to borrow some lyrics from Keith Urban.
I woke up early this morning around 4 am with the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate. I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep but thoughts of us kept keeping me awake. Wait a minute that didn't happen that is another Keith Urban song. Make the song stop repeating in my head I'm beginning to think that this stuff is really happening to me.
Gonna kick off my shoes and run in bare feet. Where the grass and the dirt and the gravel all meet. (Yep more lyrics) Well I'm gonna but I have to find this place where the grass, dirt and gravel meet. I guess I'll have to call up Keith and ask him where it is.
I've found peace of mind, feeling good again. I'm on the other side, back among the living. Ain't a cloud in the sky. All my tears have been cried. I had to borrow those words from my friend Jimmy Wayne. I guess I can't really call him my friend cause he only saw me long enought to sign my cd and take a picture with me, but if he knew me he'd like me.
Okay well enough of the lyric stuff. I should tell you all about my exciting trip back to Phoenix but I'll save that for another day. It is long and this post is already long enough. Hope ya'll hear a great song today. Don't forget to sing along and don't worry if you think you are bad.

blueberi posted at 12:15 PM

Howdy! Hope ya'll enjoyed hearing from me. I enjoyed writing. Anyway, I woke up this morning and I was wondering where did the word blog come from. If you think about it the log part seems right cause a log is like a diary where you write down thoughts, feelings and stuff. But where did the "B" in blog come from. It seems to me that because this is on the internet and everything on the internet is like "elibrary", "eloans" and so on, then shouldn't this be an "elog". But I guess I kind of like the word blog. I sounds like sog which reminds me of a soggy sandwich which are gross but it is funny. Soggy Bloggy Blog. The word blogger reminds me of booger which reminds me of "Revenge of the Nerds". Man those movies are funny. I don't really like the nerd named "Booger" (he is gross) but the nerd who gets the nerdy girlfriend, he is a good nerd. It must be really difficult for the actor that played "Booger" to get any other roles in movies and I don't think he has been in any other then the four Nerds movies. So anyway, what am I going to do today? I don't know. Maybe rent a movie or play Simpson's Road Rage or Hit N' Run. Thanks to video games giving me my wonderful driving skills. I now know how to dodge the people on the sidewalk and the streetpoles and get to where I'm going on time. I guess I should get going. I've got to go to the gym sometime today and work off the 5 candy bars I ate today. Actually the 5 candy bars I anticipated eatting, I haven't ate any candy yet which is pretty good for me. I usually start off the day with a small handful of M&Ms and my day will be good. Have fun and leave me comments if you so desire. :)

blueberi posted at 1:25 PM

How does one begin one of these bloggy blogs? I guess I decided to do this cause I heard of others doing it and it seems like a good way for ya'll to find out what is happening in my bloggy life. So far, life seems to be as normal, except for the fact that I'm living in Phoenix and I have a bloggy blog. So how did I end up in Phoenix with this bloggy thing? I would have to go back in time to tell ya'll about it but I think that is a long story and I don't want to tell it. So lets pretend that I moved here to change my life but it hasn't really changed, all I've got is a new blog. So here is to my blog. I will try to Post at least once a week with something bloggy and fun. I'll give details on all the partying and boyfriends I have. (which we all know I don't party and well i'd be lucky to have one boyfriend, but since this is my bloggy blog I will make up what ever sounds funny) Now I will find out who can figure out what is real and what isn't really. Ha Ha Ha :)

blueberi posted at 12:35 AM